Day 19

I know this may sound a little contradictory, but today I am so very very thankful that my break time is over and I am finally in the last stage of everything I have been working toward the last few years! A few days ago (day 5 to be specific) I was thankful for breaks and the rejuvenating qualities they instill in us. But. . . . by the end of my actual break I was board out of my mind, unmotivated to do any thing and becoming a bit depressed. Can you handle a full on month break? If you can I fully envy you, I start to go absolutely crazy at the end of breaks. Perhaps it has something to do with the anticipation of what is ahead of me? Im not completely sure; but regardless the cause there is always a time during a break in which I am board and start to lose all motivation. Thank goodness they eventually end! Who knows what will happen to me by the time retirement comes around? Good thing I have plenty of time to work on figuring that one out! So today I very thankful to be staring student teaching, to finally be in a classroom, in a school that I absolutely love, and be out of the house, motivated and excited to be doing things again!!